| Why the heck is it so hard to decide where I want to go? Home, NY, Florida, NJ, I have no ideaaaaa. Most people chose a job for the summer, I have to chose a time zone/state. I love my jetblue job, I like NY, but I can't afford it for the summer. Florida is fun, but will my roommate and I survive the summer. I miss home a lot, seeing as I've been home three months in two years, but I can't fly from there on JetBlue and I can't make as much as I would somewhere else. The guy I can't get over is in Jersey, but I feel like that is the completely wrong reason to stay there. Ugh. I want to go back to the life where my parents made decisions for me. This whole independence thing and moving far far away is not all that its cracked up to be. I just want to be a bum that doesn't use any card but a library card, sleeps on their parents couch, and eats captain crunch for dinner. On a positive note, I got my room for the Manhattan campus. 9th floor, double, WITH a very nice view of the river and the financial district. I do love that part. Too bad I have to wait till next fall to live there. |
